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gemini today

You're quite perceptive today and you'll have good insights into what makes others tick. A money delay is finally over. An unusual person becomes your friend. Interrupted sleep is likely due to keyed up emotions and romantic notions.

sent by Nan. TQ.

tiba-tiba

a sh*t day.

i've got a phone call from Bates Advertising. They offered me a placement in the company. Oh, am here in Astro for 2 days already. Tell me, what should I do? Oh God, kill me now!!!!! (crying out loud).

tiada title cuma tersenyum

Sudah 2 hari aku cuba menyesuaikan diri dengan environment baru ni. Aku di sini, di Corporate Communication Affairs Department of ASTRO. Tak lah terlalu janggal di sini sebab orang-orang di sini semuanya individualistik. Aku suka orang individualistik, tak menyibuk tapi friendly, berada dalam kotak kubikal masing2 tapi tetap aware dgn keadaan sekitar. Kami bole turun makan di café sesuka hati tapi jarang aku lihat yg melekat di café lebih dari 10mins.

Kepala aku masih bengal selama dua hari ni. Tak tahu, mungkin sebab duduk menghadap pc seharian, atau terpaksa bangun awal pagi setiap hari, terpaksa cancel or minimize kan aktiviti malam, etc, etc. Ugh! There goes my life. End.

Allah punyai cara tersendiri untuk buktikan sesuatu. Aku rasa bersalah membenci orang yg logiknya patut aku benci. Lalu, Allah hantarkan orang lain utk jadi penyelamat keadaan. Kenapa orang terasa hidupnya terlalu penting utk orang lain hinggakan jadi paranoid kepada bayang-bayang sendiri? Kenapa tak sedar diri berpijak di bumi yg nyata, tetap nak hidup dalam angan2. Paling frustrating, tak kenal diri sendiri tapi menerjah orang sekeliling yg tiada kena mengena. Gila.

Aku peduli apa sama sensitiviti karut-marut. Aku bukan batu.

mr. boyfriend e-mailed me this;

gara-gara asyik beli high heels lah ni. mesti ni amaran lembut dia supaya aku henti membeli. understood.

please, not another sale...

i think am about to get broke but i also know that i'll definitely can't stop myself from going to palete palette this sunday and am sure I'll end up buying things and getting seriously broke! shoot!