semalam lepas my so called appraisal session sama senior manager ttg skop kerja, future project & commitment aku, somehow aku telah merasa sikit motivated towards kerja aku. and later that evening, aku terima invitation ini:
selama beberapa bulan ini, aku rasa ini adalah satu-satunya event invitation yg intrigued aku utk really attend. aku mula la simpan harapan agar my superior allow me to attend this since it's happening tomorrow morning 10am-1pm (working hours). Pagi ini aku masuk office agak lewat (seperti biasa, aku selalu lewat). Satu-satunya motivation aku hari ini, wandering whether or not I could attend IFF. Hakikatnya, langit tak selalu cerah, my colleague yg juga dpt same invitation has informed me that mrs. senior manager did not allow us to go. maybe mcm tiada relevan dgn government relations networking. skrg aku rasa down semula. and rasa mahu berhenti kerja telah dtg kembali. yeah, hati aku mmg senang berubah-rubah.
