plus size sexxxaayyy;

Read for your own good:

http://www.vogue.com/feature/2010_April_Kate_Dillon/

http://shine.yahoo.com/event/bikini/model-kate-dillon-speaks-out-about-being-too-skinny-too-plus-size-and-whats-up-with-the-crystal-controversy-2015056/

he took my love, then ran around

husband flew off to beijing last night. as much as how okay i am with that, i still hope am there with him, watching the great wall of china, standing and just watching.

i've been practicing to divert my negative thoughts into something else - imagining it vice versa. it does not work, but at least i try.

so, we honeymooners are going to krabi on the 3rd aug. hope to come back, looking tanned & proceed with ramadhan. positive mantra, positive.

-my saturday at work-desk, bahhh-

statement berani;

okay, i honestly think this song is good. (lari jauh2 sambil tekup muka)

pengantin lama

i have no magic hands, but i don't know why i insisted to do every single things on my own for my wedding. these are just little things yang orang lain tak ambil pusing pun, but i want it my way and that makes me happy;

above flower buttons i did for fun, some were given away as buttonnaire and whole lot more ada dalam gobok ajaib aku currently. :)

menyeksa diri nak jugak letak ribbon kat kad tu.

final look of the button-corsages for kakitangan yg bertungkus lumus di majlis perkahwinan saya.

All totally d.i.y.

Cheers!

lucky;

Despise the fact that i really really hate my hairdo during Kuantan's reception and the 10 inches ugly make-up that the stupid "pak andam" did (i wiped off the make-up & succumbed to the fact that i was destined to not wearing make-up on my big day), these cute kids (weddingbellsphotos.blogspot.com) are really talented & cheer me with these lovely wedding shots! Oh God, am so lucky. Big smile.

Somehow, I really looked happy in above pictures kan? Smile. Suka! Thanks Baha & Barney! Cheers!

check rock, check rock!

8.35 - 9.10pm TONITE! Check, check, ok go!

http://www.urbanscapes.com.my/music/

mula;

saya cari happiness. kdg2 sangat saya jumpa. dapat sentuh sekejap, terus happiness lari pergi. saya cari-cari lagi. really sure, nanti2 dapat tangkap and sentuh sekejap. jadilah kot.