Never a hero;

Last night, I dreamt of my dad. It’s weird, cause I hardly remember his face and am sure that I could not recognize him even if he pass by me at the mall but everytime in my dreams, I clearly had his image & features appeared strangely in my head. Vividly the absurd feelings that I had toward him pushing those bad memories upfront again. Vulnerable.

I feel sad cause 3rd March already yesterday. If only good things remain good forever and bad things never show up.

Perhubungan tiada kaitan dengan membeli-belah

Genap 4 tahun berpacaran, plus 2 tahun berkawan, totalnya 6 tahun kami saling mengenali & menyelami hati budi masing2. Itu jangkamasa yg agak lama kan? :)

Kami bukanlah pasangan romantik. Candle light dinner cumalah satu aktiviti yg kami nak buat for the sake of the special date.

Tahun lepas, pada tarikh ni aku tidak berapa happy sebab diganggu oleh masalah2 bodoh, oleh orang2 bodoh. Alhamdulillah, tahun ni tiada gangguan seperti itu lagi and mood aku ok2 saja. :)

Ok. Baik aku tak teruskan bercerita tentang hubungan, takut nanti entry ni akan jadi euww-y! Haha.

Oh, aku ada permasalah baru. Habit suka bershopping patut dihentikan. Bilik kecilku sudah tak mampu lagi menampung barang terutamanya almari baju yg pasti akan pecah kalau aku still sumbat masuk baju-baju'an. Ceh. Padahal semalam aku beli lagi 3 helai baju, 3 pasang kasut & purse baru. Sigh. Disease galak bershopping ni sebenarnya tidak sihat. Itu pasti. Pembaziran kan amalan syaitan. Tapi bila mengemas utk give away baju2 and barang2 tak pakai semua tu, terasa sayang sebab setiap satu daripadanya ada sentimental value tersendiri. Baju2 yg dibeli tapi tak pernah pakai tu pulak consider out of story la kan. Hehe.

Azam tahun depan: JANGAN MEMBELI KALAU TAK PERLU!

drink more milk RSVP

sincere vs confrontation

Sparking direct confrontation by expressing misleading may seem “sincere” to those who believe that confrontation reinforces camaraderie. But in a system believe that confrontation causes rifts, it would not be “sincere” at all, since directly expressing criticism and sparking a fight would send a metamessage that one wants to weaken the bond with other.

Swing

Mood: Still belum post gambar2 bandung.

I told a girlfriend that I might want to close down this blog. I can’t remember whether she throws me a sarcastic look or gave me a big sigh… But yeah, I told her too that it’s great when you were out of country, you would forget all tiny miny things yg mengganggu kehidupan seharian.

Di Bandung, anak-anak kecil yg tiada tempat berlindung, berkaki ayam, berwajah comot, perut berkeroncong kerana tak makan seharian, tidak sedikit pun masalah2 aku mahupun teman2 di sini sebesar dugaan yg mereka hadapi itu, anak kecil lagi. Too bad, when am back, all those nuisances and nonsense running towards me again and aku rasa vulnerable again.

Aku masih tak faham, kenapa blogging menjadi begitu serius hinggakan orang2 sanggup bertelagah sesama sendiri (walaupun mereka saling tak mengenali) hanya kerana apa yg dituliskan oleh blogger berkenaan bercanggah dgn pemahaman mereka ataupun meraka terasa seperti mereka di attack, hidup mereka dipertikaikan, so on, so forth…adoi….penting sangatkah semua itu?

Bila bercerita tentang pengalaman hidup, yg mencerminkan keperibadian bercanggah dgn fahaman tentulah akan dipertikaikan. Kalau sebetulnya mahu jadi anonymous, tak perlulah nk bercerita ke satu dunia, tuliskan saja cerita2 itu dalam diari peribadi hanya sbg peringatan buat sendiri. Sudah. Maka akan tiada masalah2 bodoh kan?

Bebelan aku ni tiada kena-mengena. Cumanya aku penat. Penat dgn drama kamu, kamu dan kamu itu. Tolong diam.

b-n-d-g

Bandung was so-so. It was not too exciting yet not too boring. Shopping in Bandung, yeah of course, was good, erk…was great maybe…

(This is random): Girlfriend asked me to set a goal of going to Amsterdam in 2 years time. I told her that am getting married in two years …. :) yeah right…

Hmmm…am supposed to post about Bandung right? What I love most was the weather and the friendly people in Bandung (yet, we got punked by them too though). Factory outlets and distros (term that they used for clothes’ shop) were all over Bandung, you’ll never get enough. Foods were not bad. Cewek & cowoknya biasa-biasa aja, kalo ada yg ganteng2, pastinya yg kaya2 atau dari Jakarta (hah).

We made used our 6 days 5 nights time in Bandung to the max. We went to most of the popular places in Bandung, not to forget Tangkuban Perahu (biarpun tambang ke sana agak mahal). I got chance to get stuff from MonikCeltic, Flashy Liquid, yadaa, yadaa… and boyfriend spent most of his money at UNKL’s (this post could be very lengthy if I keep writing about shopping, so enough about that). And oh, J.Co’s doughnuts were way easier to get (need not have to queue for hours compared to J.Co’s in pavillion).

I have plenty of pictures to post but aku tamak, I want to get pictures from Juad’s camera first then only I’ll post them in this blog. So, I went to Bandung. Sekian.

Less than 24 hours & wow!

Bandung, here we come!